Hey~ -_-"""

Alang-alang kasi 1 tahun no entry ba kan.. lol

i can't believe it's been 1 year since i last posted something up, well it kinda escalated quickly huh my "passion in writing" -__-

looking back at my previous posts, oh god why am i like that -_-

try to get the spark back to write man, but it's hard. to sum up everything that had happened in a year can be quite challenging and i just don't feel like sharing anymore, lol.. maybe will change this to my fitness journey -_- or maybe the journey to become a pro  (read amateur) in bakery thingy...i dunno...

1 thing though i sort of am working now, and feel so demotivated due to some shitty things..

overall, life's good (bonding time with fnf and lover)

Updatesssssss

God...i'm bored...
Hehehe, can't believe i still remember my password to blogspot..
It's been like forever since i last enter my blog....
I'm actually at perodua waiting for my car... How's life everibodiiii?
Heee, hope you guys are in good conditions...
Well lemme see, i think i post something last year during my practical..
So, update....update.... Here goes..

Study:
Well, i finished my thesis the other day, print, published and available at the library i think....
Wow, the process...it still give me shivers thinking about the day we have to submit our report, very nerve wrecking experience...lol
See, le bf and me were about to send the finished product together with my buddy's, so i pit stopped at his office to pick him up...then dia decide to check everything is ok before we go and submit it. Along the way, i was suppose to go and open maybank acc blablabla, so suddenly i saw something flying outside the window beside him... I automatically said "ur wallet mana?" with a panicky face..
He check evrything and said, "got, suma ada, my wallet and evrything" "ok, check report kita" to my horror he said, "beh,Afiq pya report teda" badum tssssss....
We were speachless for about 10 mins, apparently, he put the reports (mind u we have 2 reports to submit) on the roof and forgot to take it back..... Facepalmmmmmmmmm....
Yes, on the day we have to submit the report...yeah, go imagine hw we manage the situation after that...all i can say is, everything went well, hehe, it's a funny story though, but try not to getyourself into that kind of trouble in the future ya?

Hehe... Moving on..

Work:
Hmm.... This one i will be very honest... Behold the Ladyboss...
Yes evrything u heard about a ladyboss is true... Actually i will not generalize la k..., i mean this one is....hard for me to explain....well, lemme give you a clue...
Ladyboss(my experience):
- told you to explore yourself, but when you try to learn from other colleague, told u to stick to your job and you are not fit for the job...
- told you to smile, but when you do, you are forbidden to smile around your male colleague and for heaven's sake, you cannot make eye contact or stand near them..
- cannot giggle and swing your bag on the corridor while you are back from lunch with your colleague.
- if you are young, you are not capable of handling projects.
- if you are young and pretty, you are a bimbo. Eventhough your cgpa shows 3++..
- if you smile during morning briefing, you are mocking her.
- if you make eye contact during morning briefing you are being rebellious..
I can go on...but it will change nothing, i lasted for almost 2 months...hahaha
All i can say is,bitch please, there are a lot of other places for me to work... Bye. Scumbag Ladyboss.

Life:
Well life as a broke, unemployed fresh grad have its pros and cons...
Pros:
- no need to sress out for waking up early to get ready to work.
- be a couch potato.
- enjoy series all day long.
- i can go where ever i want whenever i want during your office hour.

Cons:
- you are broke.
- say byebye to shopping.
- ask money from parents, you are 24 and still asking money? Problem child...
- dunno what to say when hanging out with friends everybody were like "cmana kerja? Oh wait...." -_-
- you're paranoid..."maybe i'll be like this for the rest of my life"

I type so much i feel dizzy... Ciow all u beautifull pipol... Btw, don't start to put money as your number 1 priority, u will lose focus.. Babaiii....

Quickie

I'm at the office...

shhh....hihi...
chill, it's not even 2.00pm yet..

I don't have any problem working here, and i don't want to complain about anything except....i'm working in a dungeon... -_-"
Seriously, there's no window...if you guys tell me that there's a war outside i would've believe u guys.

Anyways, you know how we always say "kita hanya merancang, Tuhan yang menentukan"
5 years ago, i have planned a lot for my future, how i want it to be and not even 1 goes as planned.
Ok, except that i've lost little weight along the way but that doesn't count because i can control the situation....you know what I mean right and

ermm... It's 2.00pm now...hehe, i have to stop blogging along the way because 1 by 1 my boss entered the office...

i think i've to stop now...ngek...bye pipol...
hahah

Been a while

If my bf tidak tegur saya pasal ni blog, saya lupa suda ni..

C.C.C: Lama sda ko tidak update blog kan?
YuQ: Armmmmmmmmm....ya?
C.C.C: ................
YuQ: ................

Btw, how's life? Mine?
Busy....ya I know...the same reason i've been telling u guys since like forever...
Time study....

BFFS: Jom keluar
YuQ: Aiyaaaa, aku busy la hujung minggu ni ada asaimen, ada test....ada kazen aku mau dtg rumah, aku tolong mama aku kes bersi rumah....aku keluar ma kwn U, drg bw awal ari tu....aku mo jaga anak aku yg baru keluar kemarin dulu, bla bla bla....
BFFS: Hmm....ya laaaaaa

*in the end semua bosan mau bw saya keluar because I think drg pun bosan sebab kena reject ja...malar...

Now, Practical...

BFFS: Jom keluar
YuQ: Ala aku kerja dari hari satu smpi hari enam....sunday untuk family, sat aku mo rehat, malam nya aku terus knock down telampau penat...
BFFS: ba ya laaaa

*saya rs lam hati durang pun (macam kau strg ja kerja)

I dunno...i'm not making excuses, but now people are so used to it they don't even bother to ask anymore, they just never invite me anymore...i think because they are tired and it seems like I am just giving them excuses to ditch them...I don't blame them....

Sometimes I myself said the same thing, mo keluar pun susa bha, padahal kau pn sm ja YuQ, lew....

Anyway, tingu la blog sia....terabandon yang paling lama suda...saya dilit laini...
hehe...

Good Day everyone~!
(^_^)

That's So Random

Say Hello to my new formatted i-pad...
.......
seh, nda bha...i-pod bha...mesti tebegagar jantung mu seketika kan?
Okay, enuf... moving on.. that was just the intro which has nothing to do with my content ok.

*ngitt...ngitt....*

Okay...have i told you the story where i accidentally deleted my 2008 posts?
I know, lame...boringg~~ wuteva...i wanna tell you the story juga.
See, i have this problem where i keep something somewhere safe and in the end forgot where i keep it and lost it.. -____-"
Like the other time when i kept 50USD "somewhere safe" and lost it. True story.
And oh....the time when i parked my car at the library and forgot to pull out the key? Yup~! Aha...
All that can wait.
Coming back to the 1st story that i wanted to tell you guys.
Gini bha tu, i wanted to delete the drafts that i haven't posted yet but accidentally deleted the 2008 posts.
It's more complicated than that actually, i put all my 2008 posts in the drafts section because.....*i don't remember why i did it*...then, u know what happens next...i deleted all the drafts and oppss, i accidentally deleted 2008 posts as well..Aha, dat's it la..macam sy pun teboring sendiri ni.. -_-

Ok, about the 50USD or USD50? i am preety sure that i kept it inside one of my sweaters punya poket, tapi...sy lupa...den hilang...babai gaman la..

Pastu yg kunci... Nisa and i tersangatla rajin masa final year time diploma dulu kami p belajar di laibri yang bukan di KK.
Kami sampai around jam 2, 3 gitu, and when it was time to go home...saya pun cari la kunci atas meja, dalam pinsil box, dalam beg...yang tiada...ya di poket pun kami cek, pun teda....lepas round2 tu laibri dalam 8 kali..*exaggerating*, yang paling cool, kami tidak panik.. so, jalan p kereta, and yup~!! surprise...besangkut bah dia bisai-bisai...di sana baru sy ma nisa cam org gila ni yg ketawa-ketawa, lompat-lompat cam palui...

So moral of the story, don't ask me to keep things, don't ask me to remind you of something, don't expect me to remember dates and numbers..because, i'm that kind of person who have short term memory loss... -__-"
But.....i'll try my best....hee...

Peace out to all u biutipul pipol...-->kin panas.

Friendship

I'm feeling so friendship-py today...
I mean, so in friendship mode..
Like i want to talk about friendship issue and all...

Issue 1: Jealousy.
Whattahel with those type of friendship where you are restricted to be friends with other people. You have to be in your circle only, with the same people, the same stories, sharing the same opinion. Why should you be jealous if your bestfriend make new friends? Can you relate? Me? Luckily, my friends and i are not like that. Understanding la kunun, haha. But yeah, some people I know are like that. I think they felt that way because, they are afraid. Afraid that they will lose the person to another person, because for so long it has always been A and B, and now C come into the picture. Get the picture? Same to those whom are in a relationship (love) -_-".
Their world revolve around themselves, kalau saya, memang nda buli benafas sda tu. Might as well, lock themselves in a cage and stay in the wilderness kalau tdk mau your significant others to meet new people. But of course, there will be boundaries, right? If you are in a relationship, sedar diri la suda. Ok enough!!

Issue 2: Fun Friends
Yup, they are the fun type. Always there to build up the mood. Always there when there are happening events. Always the first one to arrive for happy hour. But the funny thing is, you cannot find them when there are conflicts. The first one to bail when there are trouble. And can't seem to reach them when you want to talk about your problems. Kawan masa senang org bilang, bila susah, susah mau cari. Yeah, i have few of them in my life. Why? Because they are fun!! Haha. Tapi tu la, time susah, nda payala harap mau cari drg ni. Have u ever get flat tire and call up some friends, but they say they can't go there because you are so far away, "Jam lagi tu sana" dia bilang la. Don't get to attached to people like this, bikin sakit hati sendiri. But i don't care. Kalau suda tau dia kawan jenis gitu, jangan la telampau melakat kan. Kalau dia susa, pandai juga dia cari saya, saya tolong la apa-apa yg patut, yang sama level la bah kan. Haha, ya memang sy kejam. Saya kawan gitu-gitu ja, THEY are not in my Gaban list.

Issue 3: Opposite gender friend.
If you are a girl, you have a boy-friend and if you are a boy, you have a girl-friend. Some people say, these type of friendship will always end up with love. You can never be too close with your opposite gender and not falling for them. Gee, i dunno. Maybe. Because i have so many gay whoops, guy-friends myself. Hahahah. But if you are starting a friendship with no attention to that direction (love), and u both are clear about it, so i think there should be no problem at all. Unless, ya la..along the way, you just realized that you love your bestbud. I dunno. Tapi I also have two best-guy-friend. Raeff and Syed. We talk about stuff, i know their characters and yes they know me well too. They are like brothers to me. Always have my back. Always give me advice, scold me if i done something wrong and support me, makes me laugh and cry, huh. I love them!!! hehe..

See, i'm running out of ideas, haha. I feel like i have so many things to talk about, but in the end... -___-"
Anyways, so many grammar errors. Wattahel.

Switchfoot -Only Hope, OST from my all time favorite movie.

I Love You

I watched How I Met Your Mother just now.
It was about Robin who was so afraid of telling Ted 'I Love You'.
I think I Love You is a strong word. For me I Love You send out strong vibe, same as I Hate You.
We don't say it unless we really MEAN it.
I also think the way we spell the words can show how serious you are towards a person.
Especially text messages. For me, if i spell out "Laf u, Luv u, Lurf u or Lap u" and, "Het u", i'm just joking around and usually it comes with 'hahaha' at the back.. So i never take it seriously whenever i received that kind of reply, because i know and the person know that we are only joking with each other.
Lame~~ I know....
For me, I Love You shouldn't be said often because, what's the point of saying it when you don't mean it right? It's my opinion only k....chill~~

I still think that action speaks louder than words.
*Action here doesn't mean physical contact ok..
In relationship point of view k.(this is my opinion only k)
For me, learning how to bake a cake for your significant other when you don't even know how to boil an egg properly..is love.
Fly to KL just so you can be the first one to see your partner and go back to Sabah together..is love.
Calling your partner and saying that you are busy with life and doesn't have time to eat yet and 10 minutes later, he/she arrived with your favorite food..is love.
And finally, letting go when you know that if you keep holding on it will only hurt your partner...is love.
All the things that i have stated had happened.......*hold your horses people*..... not to me, but to people around me. I've seen and heard the so-so, the good, the best that had happened and the bad, the ugly and the worst in a relationship.
But, as people say, 'jangan tau cakap seja, ko nda perna rasa'
Well, i might not be in a relationship now, but relationship has got to be more than 'I Love You' speech right??
I'm saying this because i've seen people who gets abandoned by their partner and in return they would say something like.."look, i'm sorry ok, i can't make it, but u do know that I Love You right?" or "how many times should i say this to you, I Love You, that's all that matters." Ouch~
Some people might not agree with me, but what the heck..it's my blog, so i can say whatever i want, hahaha..peace out yo!

p/s:i think this is the first time i wrote something like this in my blog, and i blame Ted and Robin. -___-"

p/s/s:i think it's because i watched too many love story today...hmmmm ~__________~

Bored. Deal with it.

Currently:

1. What book are you reading?

Book? Sudoku?

2. What are you listening to?

Separuh jiwaku pergi-anang

3. What are you wearing?

T-Shirt & short

4. What are you drinking or eating?

wala na

5. Who are you dating or crushing on?

dating-none and crushing-Damon

6. Who are you talking to?

takde sesape..

7. What mood are you in?

jiwang mode, ni lagu...tambah2 lagi hujan...haha

8. How is the weather outside?

rainy day.

9. What’s the date and time?

Friday, 25th June, 2010, 5.05pm

10. What do you wish you were doing?

sleep..

Lasts:

1. What is the last thing you did before this survey?

browsing thru friend's blogs.

2. Where was your last kiss?

sibuk!!

3. When is the last time you felt angry?

dis morning, more to annoyed..because my brother mnta hantar pegi sekolah and i still not done with revision.

4. What is the last purchase you made?

GAS. Teda duit suda

5. Who were you last annoyed with?

kawan ku...annoying, mengganggu ketenteraman, mengusik ja kerjanya.

6. What did you last have to eat?

wantan ho

7. Who is the last male you talked to?

punya ramai..Siu Loong, Danny Boy sm Meet Unc Hussein, wakakak

8. Where is the last place you hung out at?

Bistro

9. When is the last time you got a work out?

uina, i do sit up everyday in the morning...when i 'sit up' after waking up...wakakaka

10. What is the last makeup you used?

err....lipbalm?

Favorites:

1. What is your favorite musical artist or band?

memang korea tu tau suda, but recently, i started listening to the used again..

2. What is your current favorite album? Who is it by?

i listen to various artists...no specific album..

3. Who is your favorite actor or actress?

Shia Le'Bouf, Michael cera, Ian Somerhalder(kerana dia Damon) and Jack Black-->Guys

Amanda Seyfried, Rachel McAdams sm Angelina Jolie-->Girls

4. Where is your favorite vacation spot?

i dun k, asal org2 dia adalah satu kepala

5. What is your favorite school subject?

Math, add math

6. What is your favorite thing to eat?

ice cream n cukulat

7. What are some of your favorite websites?

duh~ FB

8. Who is your favorite comedian?

Rusell Peters...hahaha

9. What is your favorite movie?

it's like asking me, how many raindrops are falling from the sky as we speak. but i'll give u 1, so u cn get the picture...A walk to remember.

10. What is your favorite part of the day?

hanging out with friends after school

Tomorrow:

1. What are you doing?

tomorrow never comes u know..so u'll never know. haha

2. Are you going to see friends?

HEL YEAH~!! it's saturday....the day we been waiting for la...

3. What day is tomorrow?

SATURDAY

4. Do you have school?

nope, i attend school, but i dun have 1

5. What are you going to wear?

i dunno man, gosh..

6. Are you going to see your crush/significant other?

sekarang pun buli, tingu ja VD

7. Are you doing anything fun?

YEAHHHHH

8. How do you feel about tomorrow?

ITS GONNA BE LEGEND.....wait for it....DARY~ LEGENDARY!!

9. Is tomorrow someone’s birthday?

no..

10. Do you wish you could skip tomorrow?

namaw!!

This and That

In campus, i am just another simple girl who wears t-shirt, jeans and sweater with my backpack fill with books...
My hair is just epic..macam sabut kelapa...hahah, when i look at other girls, damm they look really nice you know, going to class wearing skinny jeans, nice tops, accessories like bangles and earings, make up, and small bag that can only fit my pencil box...they look really cool and stylish...i wanna be like one of them, but i cannot afford waking up at 5.30a.m to set hair and makeup for 8am class. That's why i look like zombie when i go to class..sampaikan ada classmate fikir i was sick and felt really sorry for me, because i looked so pale everytime i go to class..itu ok lagi...ada yang bilang sy selekeh...baiklah....haha...

The thing is, it's not that i don't have any desire to doll up u know, but that's just the way i am...
I'm not the kind of girl who wants to look pretty to be accepted by people, i want people to accept me for who i am, i'm not judging ok, or generalizing all girls who dolled up themselves have issues of insecurities, i'm just saying this based on my experience with some people i know.
Heck, when i go out with my friends, i do put on make ups ok, i even watch MichellePhan on youtube, hehe and i dress up as well...
Back to the point, it's sad when you have to hide your true self, just to be accepted by society, its easier for people to say "don't listen to others". How can you not listen? They are right in front of you judging.
But, for me la kan...sy dengar apa yang orang cakap, kalau 10 tahun dulu i would cry if people criticized me, and if its 5 years ago, kena maki la orang tu sepa-sepa yg judge saya, but nowadays, i will listen when people criticized me, and try to turn it in to positive things, i'm not gonna lie, sometimes, some of the things being said are harsh, i'll smile and jokes about it, but it hurts me inside a little, hehe. But no worries, i need those kinds of people around me, "life is unfair, as soon as you realize it, it will be easier for you to face obstacles in life" my lecturer said this. I think he is right. Life is unfair and there are proves, go figure it yourself.

This post have nothing to do with anyone.
Iwan to write about something else, and ended up writing about something else...LOL

Actually what i want to post is about me who wants to revamp my image, wakakaka...
I wanna be more ladylike, i think it's time...LOL...
But not 360 degrees la, just mild transition.
I guess when you grow up, you started to think differently and so does your fashion sense...haha, but one thing for sure, i'm not influenced by anyone, nobody forced me and i just wanna do this for myself, and the first step is, i bought a skirt..... *silence*
Then i think i want to get a haircut....and more to come...
But i am sure that the way i dress up to campus will not change at all...i don't see any point of dressing up in campus.. hahahah...haha, i know i know, this is one of the many places where major flirting between boys and girls happen. Guess if someone wants to flirt with me, they have to accept me and my natural beauty *silence* *puke*. Don't hate me cause u ain't me, wakakaka, but seriously, don't hate me and my stupid jokes.....haha

will i wear one of these? maybe..someday, in my room.. -_-

i'm into these top. bt would i have the courage to wear 1? we'll see....haha..

looks like a person smiling, hahaha, not in a million years....kalau body mcm jesica alba nda pa la...mimpi ngeri nanti semua manusia...wakakka

TGIF!!

It's Friday night.. and i'm at home..alone, with my brother actually, we're not following the rest of my Family to my cuzzie's wedding reception.

There are 6 cars convo-ing from Ranau. SIX. ENAM, ANAM, LIU..banyak.. nda termasuk dari kekeh.. IF only my assignments were not due today and no test on monday, di sana juga bah sia. DEM.

Anyways, i'm at home..It's Friday night.. Demmit, it's Saturday tomorrow, no school..Geddit? Some of you might say, "apala dia ni, kalau aku la, gerakan suda ni." "napa nda buat parti liar ka?" haha, well, td sikit lagi mau ada gerak khas pergi 1B mau tengok wayang, tapi nda cukup korum jo, terpaksa matikan niat ituew...Daym~~

Speaking of which, result suda out. JANGAN TYA LA MACAMANA RESULT..saya mau bgtau ja result out suda. Okla, actually ada kejutan juga disitu, sebab i expect that i will get terrible result this semester due to lack of information and lots of last minute studies. OPM paling begegar masa mau tengok result tu, mata terus cari service and operation management punya result, nampak ja tarik nafas panjang2...LOL... Tapi paling nda buli terima hakikat masa nampak result CTU, haha..gembiranya waku, masa menjawab ntah hapa-hapa, kali Ustaz pun kesian kan, jd kena bg markah kesian la...haha...

Neways, sekarang mata berat sangat and kepala pening gila, sebab, semalam tdur jam 4 lebih, bangun jam 6 lebih,tdur jam 8 lebih, bgn ngam2 kelas start..jam 10..kurang ajar punya student kan? adei..
buat HTML bah, na kau, sy pandai buat website bah.. Gila, bersengkang mata ni btul2..adui ngantuk eh..
ciow ol u biutipul pipol..->kin panas..

p/s:siapa-siapa yang pura-pura tanya result padahal suda cek result sy dalam diam, sy nda kasi halal tu, Tuhan nampak tu..bye

Butterflies Di Perut

Some things have change.
But i think it's just a really sweet and wonderful dream that i have to force myself to wake up before it turns into a nightmare.
Macam lagu Beyonce, Sweet dreams on a beautiful nightmare, entah ngam ka inda rapuhan ku..wutever...
Before i fell deep into a dark, narrow hole, it is better for me to fill in the hole with something kan, sakit tu kalu jatuh p lubang, haha malu lagi mana ko mo ampai.

Don't watch vampire diaries malam-malam, terutamanya jgn tingu Damon lama-lama, pandai terpukau oleh mata dia. Watching him make me feel so emo..haha

Damon....=_______________=

Dear Diary, I'm in love with Damon eventhough he's a dangerous vampire the-one-that-eats-on-you-and-treat-you-like-his-puppet, beast, cocky, evil, manipulative and so full on himself i still like him though compare to Stefan who is so 'edward'..

What to do diary, i'm into bad boys. HAHAHA.

Fly Birdie~ Fly

Sudah kunci UiTM kemarin, tepat 5.30pm mula perjalanan balik rumah.
Hujan lebat mencurah kini *lagu aizat* Semalam hujan lebat gila, rahmat la tu, sempena habis exam, boleh la berlibur nda ingat dunia.
Hehe..

Balik ja rumah, bising-bising sama c Chun kasitau "susah o paper td"...i was waiting for, you know, somekind of reply...ya memang dia reply, "ah?" itu ja.. memandang kan adik lelaki kesayangan busy dengan laptop, saya cari makan di dapur...
We have to live like this you know, cari makan sendiri because previously i've told u that my family went to labuan, jadi semua mode hidup sendiri di rumah..

Lepas tingu c Hodong kalah, naik p bilik on lappy....facebooking ni trus, haha..
Cheh, mcm teda papa ja di FB...sunyi sepai...

I was thinking about celebrating for finally over with my finals so i started texting all my cuzzies but all of them were out of reach.. Dorang Aki still in kundasang, Zura p wedding, c Kimut pula jd penduduk tetap Ranau suda...

So, pa lagi, layan family outing ja la...sampai la tengah malam...ka tengah mau subuh? which i missed the most important match in the history of EPL...bha baikla... Chealsea won...whatever..
TT_____TT

Mau layan F.O lu...ciow..

Penentuan

Tajuk teda kena mengena ah..

Last paper on 9th May...

Marcomm...2-5 pm...

Oh, happy nya, jadi penutup...

Kami pigang kindadu UiTM...ya.. T_T

Pastu cuti, ndatau happening atau nda, sal the whole family pegi Labuan 8hb except for me and the bongsu, kami terikat dengan komitmen masing-masing..komitmen? -__-

Saya baru mau start belajar hari ni, eventhough previous paper finished on the 3rd..emm baikla, harap2 dapat cover suma..

This paper, adala paper lecturer yg bagi sy B and B+ untuk paper dia last sem. haha, nda pandai jera...matai...

Kali ni, mau try dapat A+, eh tinggi cita2 padahal baru mo study skrg, erm A? A- la...asal ada tu A di depan..

Punya sandi, Yuq....Yuq, ko buli target harap2 lulus ja ging kalau ko baru mo study sekarang...warkhhhhhhhh~~~ *bermonolog sendiri*

Sudala hari ni mau urus interseksi....pedede...

*Abang sy menyanyi di bawah...yang....er.....i dunno what to say...*

K la, ciow all u beautiful pipol....

Di mataku kau cool...

Took a Vow

Yeah...i took a vow the other day..
Bukan vow yang kawin tu okay.. -_-
Neway, i took a vow about not logging in into FB...yeah...FB...
Mungkin kedengaran lucu di telinga kau, tapi its a huge step for me...haha..
You see, practically my life revolves in FB, me and my friends enjoy communicating through FB okay, one of the reason is because it's hassle free.
Well through FB, i can cope with my cuzzies status update about their deppressing love life, dramas and etc.
Through FB also i can play MAFIAWARS... demmit...
My friends and i also enjoy commenting each other pictures, status...i think it's something we do that shows we care about someone. What's the point of adding someone on FB without communicating with them?
But what the hell-o... i did it because, when i login to FB, i can go on for hours... -___-"
I surprised myself the other day when i started FB-ing from 4pm till 3am...
I practically just sit in front of my lappy and started commenting my friend's status and pictures without realizing the time flies....
Punyala sy macam, 'kalaula saya belajar service ni khatam suda dua chapter'...
Bisuknya, sy terus status update mau berenti men FB sampai 9hb ja la...
Haha, ya la bha, takkan selama-lamanya....
Tapi tadi singgah sekejap fb, 2 saat...ada bisnes bha mau urus..sempat jua reply durang Ameh punya message, yang aku nda tau apa...haha...

P/S: Good Luck for your finals girls and boys...Boleh FB...Tapi jan jadi macam saya k..TATA..

Kau dan Aku

Kawan.
Isu 1: Kawan mesti jaga hati kawan
-Betul la, siapa lagi mau jaga hati kawan kan selain kita ni. Bagi sy, definisi kawan tu bukan la berapa lama ko kenal dia, tp berapa kenal kau dgn kawan ko sendiri. Kalau sy, kwn ialah bila ko boleh ckp tanpa perlu risau samaada dia sakit hati atau tidak, dia terasa atau tidak...sebabnya, kau suda memahami dia. Jadi, maksud sy d sini, walaupun mulut kawan ko macam sampah, ko harus faham, perangai dia memang macam tu, bikin sakit hati, annoying dan macam tai, tapi itu KAWAN kau, terimala seadanya ok. Kau diperlukan dalam hidup dia untuk mengurangkan bau-bau tai yang keluar dari mulut dia.

Isu 2: Haruslah meminta maaf kepada kawan.
-Harus...harus dan harus...bagi sy ni antara key features dalam berkawan...harus minta maaf...perlu, minta maaf la..biarpun berbakul-bakul. Buang la sifat ego, minta maaf la.TAPI, kalau kau suda meminta maaf dan dia masih lagi tidak memaafkan, apa boleh buat la..you have done your part.

Sebenarnya itu ja saya mau cakap..hoho.. Sebab skrg ni sy dlm proses meminta maaf, eh, bukan dalam proses, sudah dan gagal. Dia tidak mau terima maafku, jadi undur dirila? Bagi sy senang ja, kalau orang sudah buang kau habis-habisan dalam hidup dia sedangkan kau suda minta maaf melalui facebook, mesej and face to face, nda payahla terhegeh-hegeh mau masuk dalam hidup dia balik sebab pintu sudah ditutup untuk kau. Sedih? More to bingung. Sekarang? Cari kawan baru la...haha.. Ndapala, kenangan kau dan aku sentiasa di hati, aku maafkan kau juga walaupun kau nda minta maaf pasal apa yang kau sda cakap. Tapi terus terang aku cakap la, aku maafkan, tapi apa yg ko ckp aku TIDAK AKAN LUPA. peace no war.

Bunyi guntur berkumandang.

Harap-harap hujan.
Harap-harap hujan.

Sebab di Sabah, teda hujan dari bulan 1 ka? kalau nda silap. Oh, to be specific, di tempat tinggal sy sini menggatal(memang nama dia). Macam nda releven la kalu Sabah teda hujan sbb hari ahad kemarin kami dari Kundasang, hujan pla tu.
Nda sabar hujan mau turun, sbb sy lupa suda mcmana bentuk hujan walaupun hari-hari mandi pakai shower..feeling, nda sama.

Silalah hujan.
Ragam manusia, bila panas ja, mau sejuk, bila sejuk, mau panas.
Nda pandai besyukur. Meminta-minta padahal nda menjaga alam sekitar,buang sampah merata-rata, buang puntung rokok sampai hutan tebakar, kalau paru-paru dia ja tebakar nda pa, ni dgn paru-paru sy sekali tebakar, pastu buang sampah di sungai, laut, loji tai, longkang.cukup hina sudah longkang tapi masi kena buang sampah di dalam. Nda cukup lagi, ada lagi, lepastu, tapau nasi melebih-lebih yang dia makan lauk ja, supaya hapa nasi tu? sebagai perisa tambahan? diet? sy pun diet, jgnla tapau nasi...nama ja sekolah sampai universiti. Belajar x-y = z ndakan itu pun nda tau? penat-penat pakcik makcik tu tanam padi..pernah dengar sebutir nasi ibarat setitik peluh petani? kan sekolah sampai universiti. Sy nda sempurna sangat la, sebab sy drive kereta, pakai air-cond, tingu TV, Main laptop, semua pun buli jadi sebab dunia mau kondem, tp at least sy nda buat yg mcm tadi tu.

Satu lagi ragam manusia, nama seja pandai menasihat orang lain, tp info-info di beri kalau setakat dapat melalui W.O.M, atau dari kawan si Mila atau si Dafi, maaf cakap ah. Nda releven. Saya malas dengar MUNGKIN, ATAU, AKU DENGAR DARI...tolong okay. Orang bilang berkata-kata biar ada isi, jangan becakap mengikut fakta buatan sendiri, nanti jadi bodoh sombong. Bukan isi yang keluar, tp bau tai. Bersaing sesuatu secara sihat itu bagus, sy merujuk kepada pelajaran. Secara sihat bermaksud, tanpa tikaman belati dari belakang, memberi nota kepada rakan-rakan, belajar bersama-sama, bertukar-tukar pendapat dan berkongsi-kongsi ilmu. Pernah dengar Sharing is Caring? Jauhi orang yang suka bersaing secara sakit, kerana mentaliti kita pun akan menjurus ke arah itu, itu saya la, kalau ko sy nda tau.

Sekarang hujan. Alhamdulillah.

Finally....it's over

It's been awhile....hahahaha.....

Laughing for no reason ka tu? No.......i'm happy....because, i've finished my last paper yesterday....

Damm....i think i will not get good resultsla this semester....cause i think i suck at all of my papers.... except for BEL(english) and mandarin...cause, no final ma....haha....

I was confident for my last paper yesterday, but i think i've answered 1 question wrong...haha....the same goes to my 1st paper...pun hancur....kimbet....sdala salah jawab 1 soalan, pastu teda jwb satu soalan lg tu yg 15marks.....15marks.....15marks.....T_T.....

and ironicly....dua paper yg sy kasi kondem tu, dia pya lecturer sama ok.....shit...punah harapan mo dpt A...wahaha....

Anyways...lek la....next sem ada lagi....kekeke....mcm tu la slalu kan....tgok oga mcm siot, ckp 'score final' 'score final'....tgok keputusan ckp 'ndapa next sem....next sem...' ngeh....

well...baikla....

owh ya, can't wait bitchin' session with my gals.....mau list down dlu gosip2 hangat untuk diketengahkan......tambah dosa sblm akhir tahun....haha, kena kilat la sy ni....k ciaow...

Note to Self

We had this ceramah before where my classmates n i were the one who organize it...
There was this one slot by one of the speaker, he compares man and women...
He said some stuff which maybe true to some of you and may also not....
He said, there are 10 things that guys, men, boys however u want to classify them...that are very hard for them to say/do....
I don't really remember..but i'll try...

*not in order..

1. I'm Sorry....
-well, he said...some men find it hard to say those 2 words because they are afraid their egos got bruised.. compare to women, we even joke about our mistakes... he provoked the 'boys' in the hall by asking who would say sorry in their relationship? the boy or the girl? he said, 'don't lie, the girl always say sorry, even if they are not at fault'...

2. Thank You
- this applies both to men and women....he said, when people compliments you, you react awkwardly, not knowing how to response to it... for example "wah, cantik tudung kau neari.." u would reply "eh, ndala...beli di rmbengan bha ne, rm10 saja" familiar?? i know i reply awkwardly like that sometimes...hohoho...he said, why would u go lower?? people compliments u and accept it with thank you....but, he said..do not reply like this.."oo..besala, aku tau...tanxxx..." he said, itu mcm mo minta kena sumpah sda tu...lol....ok he's funny... (sy pn pena reply gitu jua..jokingly la..)

3. I'm Wrong
-he said, this also apllies to both gender ESPEACIALLY men....we rarely heard men saying these words, he said...even if he is wrong, he will never say these....because, it has something to do with their ego he said...(the same as I'm Sorry juga)

4. I love you
-women say this all the time, right? don't say no...u know we do...but men on the other hand, they find it, that.. it's no use to say it over and over again...because once is enough according to our speaker la...hehe, and it seems like the audience agreed on that also...he said, because women are emotional creatures fill with hormones(LOL), they want to know if the person have feelings for her or not...he said, some people just show by action without words, which is ok...but some, don't do anything at all, which is a problem....and he even said to us in the hall which i remember very clearly... when a bf says "do you trust me" to the gf, it's a trap..don't ever fall into that trap he said..because our reaction would be "yes, of course" and then the boy would say.. "If u trust me, PROVE it"ok....always remember God and your parents, and always...always...always think befor you would do something, it's a reminder to everyone of us...

I can only remember those 4 things...well i will update if i remember anything in the future but don't get your hopes too high, because i might not remember anyting...haaaaa, i'm a very forgetfull person -__-"

Next....next...

1 week from this moment, i will become a student...again.... -_-" in UiTM...
and luckily.....
i'm not a repeater....

ya, selamat bertemu lagi pasik gad UiTM....para sarjan misai yang sentiasa mengawasi kelakuan student-student, yang kalau kau bawa beg sangkut di bahu, dia akan tanya kau ada tapuk rokok dalam beg? Hoh...clichenya nya kau pacik gad...
beg sangkut ja, rokok....beg sangkut ja rokok...baiklaaa....
Waiseh, i've collected quite a lot of samans from the pacik gad and mostly because of parking....doi, yang saya belum bayar...eheh...

Neways, para mpp dan pm pm yang adakalanya terlebih garang....adui, sila buat baik terhadap junior sebab mgkn di kawasan UiTM kamu yang berkuasa tapi di luar?
Kerana saya pernah ada pengalaman hitam(hoh...lebi2 sket...) dengan para senior mpp/pm yang menyalahgunakan kuasa veto, maka saya risau jika para junior di'agak' oleh mereka yang tidak sepatutnya...
op, wet seminit...sudah grade rupanya mereka yang pernah meng'agak' diri ini...baiklah....

Neway, last i cek, u guys don't have to worry...because sistem uitm sudah diubah menjadi mesra junior, makanya senior sudah kekurangan kuasa veto....yay...~yawn~

Just babbling la....nuthin much

I'm so sleepy man...

Just got back from morning jog..

Well, i feel like my Holi-day isn't so Holi after all...

It feels the same...same ol routine, same activities...only the difference is i have my friends coming back la...

hehe...well at least there is one good thing bout dis holiday....

I just read Amy's post...and her goal to lose weight is Miranda Kerr...

Well, i want 1 oso...haha...

and is it possible for me to look like her???

HAWTNESSSSSS~!!!! tsssss(bunyi yg hot tu...)

aiseh....Megan Fox is the epitome of Hot....

at least for me la...curvy lagi, fit lagi, and mata tu bha, super SEXAYHHHH~!

i hope my Holi-day will feel Holi-dayer after the return of the Gabans(my frens) from all over Tanah Semenanjung...

so we can plan all sorts of activities...

eheh...

TTYM......^^