Life

I've read my cousin's blog the other day..
She wrote a very emotional post for her bestfriend that died because of accident...
He was involved in an accident and unfortunately lost his life...

I don't want to post anything like that in my blog..
if u know what i mean...
Mau say goodbye untuk dorang further study pun susah, apalagi mau say goodbye for good...
Apalagi kalau family...

.....

I never really want to think about stuff like this...whenever it hits me, i try to ignore it...
Until the day really come...
I've lost my grandpas, grandmas, uncles.....
It hurts...
Really bad...
But we have to let them go...
Sooner or later...
I'm feeling so emotional right now...
I hope that day will not come soon...
There is still long way ahead of me, i still wanna share my stories, laughter, smile, pain, joy with all....

Note to Self

We had this ceramah before where my classmates n i were the one who organize it...
There was this one slot by one of the speaker, he compares man and women...
He said some stuff which maybe true to some of you and may also not....
He said, there are 10 things that guys, men, boys however u want to classify them...that are very hard for them to say/do....
I don't really remember..but i'll try...

*not in order..

1. I'm Sorry....
-well, he said...some men find it hard to say those 2 words because they are afraid their egos got bruised.. compare to women, we even joke about our mistakes... he provoked the 'boys' in the hall by asking who would say sorry in their relationship? the boy or the girl? he said, 'don't lie, the girl always say sorry, even if they are not at fault'...

2. Thank You
- this applies both to men and women....he said, when people compliments you, you react awkwardly, not knowing how to response to it... for example "wah, cantik tudung kau neari.." u would reply "eh, ndala...beli di rmbengan bha ne, rm10 saja" familiar?? i know i reply awkwardly like that sometimes...hohoho...he said, why would u go lower?? people compliments u and accept it with thank you....but, he said..do not reply like this.."oo..besala, aku tau...tanxxx..." he said, itu mcm mo minta kena sumpah sda tu...lol....ok he's funny... (sy pn pena reply gitu jua..jokingly la..)

3. I'm Wrong
-he said, this also apllies to both gender ESPEACIALLY men....we rarely heard men saying these words, he said...even if he is wrong, he will never say these....because, it has something to do with their ego he said...(the same as I'm Sorry juga)

4. I love you
-women say this all the time, right? don't say no...u know we do...but men on the other hand, they find it, that.. it's no use to say it over and over again...because once is enough according to our speaker la...hehe, and it seems like the audience agreed on that also...he said, because women are emotional creatures fill with hormones(LOL), they want to know if the person have feelings for her or not...he said, some people just show by action without words, which is ok...but some, don't do anything at all, which is a problem....and he even said to us in the hall which i remember very clearly... when a bf says "do you trust me" to the gf, it's a trap..don't ever fall into that trap he said..because our reaction would be "yes, of course" and then the boy would say.. "If u trust me, PROVE it"ok....always remember God and your parents, and always...always...always think befor you would do something, it's a reminder to everyone of us...

I can only remember those 4 things...well i will update if i remember anything in the future but don't get your hopes too high, because i might not remember anyting...haaaaa, i'm a very forgetfull person -__-"