Friendship

I'm feeling so friendship-py today...
I mean, so in friendship mode..
Like i want to talk about friendship issue and all...

Issue 1: Jealousy.
Whattahel with those type of friendship where you are restricted to be friends with other people. You have to be in your circle only, with the same people, the same stories, sharing the same opinion. Why should you be jealous if your bestfriend make new friends? Can you relate? Me? Luckily, my friends and i are not like that. Understanding la kunun, haha. But yeah, some people I know are like that. I think they felt that way because, they are afraid. Afraid that they will lose the person to another person, because for so long it has always been A and B, and now C come into the picture. Get the picture? Same to those whom are in a relationship (love) -_-".
Their world revolve around themselves, kalau saya, memang nda buli benafas sda tu. Might as well, lock themselves in a cage and stay in the wilderness kalau tdk mau your significant others to meet new people. But of course, there will be boundaries, right? If you are in a relationship, sedar diri la suda. Ok enough!!

Issue 2: Fun Friends
Yup, they are the fun type. Always there to build up the mood. Always there when there are happening events. Always the first one to arrive for happy hour. But the funny thing is, you cannot find them when there are conflicts. The first one to bail when there are trouble. And can't seem to reach them when you want to talk about your problems. Kawan masa senang org bilang, bila susah, susah mau cari. Yeah, i have few of them in my life. Why? Because they are fun!! Haha. Tapi tu la, time susah, nda payala harap mau cari drg ni. Have u ever get flat tire and call up some friends, but they say they can't go there because you are so far away, "Jam lagi tu sana" dia bilang la. Don't get to attached to people like this, bikin sakit hati sendiri. But i don't care. Kalau suda tau dia kawan jenis gitu, jangan la telampau melakat kan. Kalau dia susa, pandai juga dia cari saya, saya tolong la apa-apa yg patut, yang sama level la bah kan. Haha, ya memang sy kejam. Saya kawan gitu-gitu ja, THEY are not in my Gaban list.

Issue 3: Opposite gender friend.
If you are a girl, you have a boy-friend and if you are a boy, you have a girl-friend. Some people say, these type of friendship will always end up with love. You can never be too close with your opposite gender and not falling for them. Gee, i dunno. Maybe. Because i have so many gay whoops, guy-friends myself. Hahahah. But if you are starting a friendship with no attention to that direction (love), and u both are clear about it, so i think there should be no problem at all. Unless, ya la..along the way, you just realized that you love your bestbud. I dunno. Tapi I also have two best-guy-friend. Raeff and Syed. We talk about stuff, i know their characters and yes they know me well too. They are like brothers to me. Always have my back. Always give me advice, scold me if i done something wrong and support me, makes me laugh and cry, huh. I love them!!! hehe..

See, i'm running out of ideas, haha. I feel like i have so many things to talk about, but in the end... -___-"
Anyways, so many grammar errors. Wattahel.

Switchfoot -Only Hope, OST from my all time favorite movie.

I Love You

I watched How I Met Your Mother just now.
It was about Robin who was so afraid of telling Ted 'I Love You'.
I think I Love You is a strong word. For me I Love You send out strong vibe, same as I Hate You.
We don't say it unless we really MEAN it.
I also think the way we spell the words can show how serious you are towards a person.
Especially text messages. For me, if i spell out "Laf u, Luv u, Lurf u or Lap u" and, "Het u", i'm just joking around and usually it comes with 'hahaha' at the back.. So i never take it seriously whenever i received that kind of reply, because i know and the person know that we are only joking with each other.
Lame~~ I know....
For me, I Love You shouldn't be said often because, what's the point of saying it when you don't mean it right? It's my opinion only k....chill~~

I still think that action speaks louder than words.
*Action here doesn't mean physical contact ok..
In relationship point of view k.(this is my opinion only k)
For me, learning how to bake a cake for your significant other when you don't even know how to boil an egg properly..is love.
Fly to KL just so you can be the first one to see your partner and go back to Sabah together..is love.
Calling your partner and saying that you are busy with life and doesn't have time to eat yet and 10 minutes later, he/she arrived with your favorite food..is love.
And finally, letting go when you know that if you keep holding on it will only hurt your partner...is love.
All the things that i have stated had happened.......*hold your horses people*..... not to me, but to people around me. I've seen and heard the so-so, the good, the best that had happened and the bad, the ugly and the worst in a relationship.
But, as people say, 'jangan tau cakap seja, ko nda perna rasa'
Well, i might not be in a relationship now, but relationship has got to be more than 'I Love You' speech right??
I'm saying this because i've seen people who gets abandoned by their partner and in return they would say something like.."look, i'm sorry ok, i can't make it, but u do know that I Love You right?" or "how many times should i say this to you, I Love You, that's all that matters." Ouch~
Some people might not agree with me, but what the heck..it's my blog, so i can say whatever i want, hahaha..peace out yo!

p/s:i think this is the first time i wrote something like this in my blog, and i blame Ted and Robin. -___-"

p/s/s:i think it's because i watched too many love story today...hmmmm ~__________~

I'm Bored Part 2.

FOUR JOBS YOU'VE HAD IN YOUR LIFE:
-skp di uitm
-office girl cum nanny di taska medix.
-helping out my nenek di kedai.
-helping out my aunty di restaurant-->lebih kepada kin samak ja sn..muahaha..

FOUR MOVIES YOU CAN WATCH OVER AND OVER AGAIN:
-A walk to remember.
-kuch kuch hota hai, yeah. i'm a hindi freak.. hee
-Titanic, like duh~~ who doesn't...haaaaa T_T
-Any disney's cartoon like cinderella, snow white...hee

FOUR CITIES YOU'VE LIVED IN:
-i practically live here since i was born. SABAH.

FOUR TV SHOWS YOU LOVE TO WATCH:
-Vampire Diaries.
-Grey's Anatomy.
-Gossip Girl
-Gleeeee~~

FOUR PLACES YOU'VE BEEN ON VACATION:
-Melaka, so in love with the historic buildings.
-Phillipines, so in love with the people, espeacially the guys..samboi. nuff said. haha
-KL, nuthin much there. just lots of buildings.
-Port Dickson i think...i'm not sure.

FOUR WEBSITES YOU VISITS DAILY:
-duh~ FB.
-blogspot
-ultimate guitar tabs
-boardofwisdom.com

FOUR OF YOUR ALL-TIME FAVORITE RESTAURANT:
-Nasi padang ibu d JP.
-Peppermint
-ngiu chap mggtl
-mcd
*btw, why pick four when you can explore more? it rhymes yo!

FOUR OF YOUR FAVORITE FOODS:
-Ice cream. Mint+Chocolate=Heaven~~~~
-Chocolate.
-Nasi mbak.
-daging. stagah, beliur la kan.

FOUR SCHOOLS YOU'VE HAD ATTENDED:
-Kiddie world
-St agnes
-small saints
-Uitm.

FOUR PLACES I'D RATHER BE RIGHT NOW:
-beside Damon
-beside Rain
-beside michael cera
-beside you.
*bahah, kin panas kan? lalalala

FOUR THINGS YOU'VE DONE TODAY:
-met my co-ordinator.
-cook.
-download some stuff.
-be a super boring person.

FOUR THINGS YOU DID YESTERDAY:
-celebrate spain's victory. ZZzzzZZ till afternoon. :) going to miss WC so much!
-went to uitm, soaked in rain (blame kairul by the way), in return he belanja makan soto di UA.
-drive through flood. begegar lutut. kairul kasi ketawa.
-consume lots of medicine.

p/s: get ready for more survey...nahh~~ kidding. two is enuff, now i'm just going to lay down and wait for boredom to strike. Again.

I'm Bored.

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought? -i look like crap.
2. How much cash do you have on you? -on me? like literally "on me"? kin panas? biar kau.
3. What's a word that rhymes with "DOOR?" -more
4. Favorite planet? -i wish i can say pluto, but u know, i don't fly out from EARTH that often -__-"
5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone? -c 'joker'.. i actually checked it. daym, i'm super bored
6. What is your favorite ring on your phone? -because i'm bored, i'm going to answer that, Perfect Two.
7. What shirt are you wearing? -i'm wearing hoodies.
8. Do you "label" yourself? -no.
9. Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing?
- nobody i know wear shoes in their house in sabah. 10. Bright or Dark Room?
-dark 11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?
- i stole this from a website. i search for surveys because i'm that bored. 13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
-sleeping, high on medication. i have a fever ok. 14. What did your last text message you received on your cell say?
- "nda..bt apa..jwpn bonus..hahaha..sit.." i checked again. daym.. 15. Where is your nearest 7-11?
- near my home, clever answer kan? wakaka 16. What's a word that you say a lot?
- sit.. 17.Who told you he/she loved you last?
- mom 18. Last furry thing you touched?
- none. 19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?
- oh, u have no idea. for fever, flu, throat..i hate medicine. 20. How many rolls of film do you need developed?
- films? who use films nowadays? people will laugh..*caugh-ihaveone-caugh* 21. Favorite age you have been so far?
-oh, the sweet seventeen..although there were rules and regulations, hoho but i missed those moments. 22. Your worst enemy?
-myself 23. What is your current desktop picture?
-DAMON SALVATORE!! 24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
-ya mom, gudnite. 25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly what would it be?
-FLY!! daym, flying would be so awesome that u can avoid trafic and accidents and also no check-in check-in whatsoever. 26. Do you like someone?
-do i? another clever answer right?? haha...i'm.so.bored. TT______TT 27. The last song you listened to? -breath me-sia. so emo that song, but i like. p/s:prepare yourself for another survey.. -_______________-"

I'm In Love

Yes, i'm in love. So deeply in love with this song. cekcekidaud yo!

FFF- This Dance


This is not our favorite song
but the night is moving right along
may I have your hand, may I have this dance.

I sense that you are amused,
but you just bought those brand new shoes.
It would be such a shame not to give us the chance.

And oh my love there is only so many dances~
we can take across the night.

So while is just me and you
I thought I might say to you
You put the beautiful in life.

I know at times that you feel alone
when I'm here and I'm never home.
You said before is the price that you pay.

On matters of clarity
is not secret you are carrying me.
But you disguise thoughts of fall
I will keep you safe.

And oh my love there is only so many dances~
we can take across the night.

So while it's just me and you
I thought I might say to you
You put the beautiful in life.

And oh....
oh...oh...

This is not our favorite song
but I wish it go on and on
it's moments like these
singers do all they can to stop time.

So let me just say to you
before the DJ changes the tune
you put the beautiful in life
you put the beautiful in life.


P/S: I think it's cool they started off with "This is not our favourite song.." :)

SPAIN WON

First of all, SPAIN WON!! ^___________^

From left, bha mau juga...haha..

Oh, i'm gonna miss those texting momentos with my dapo peeps c Chester Bennington sm Daniel Radcliff. I know Valevet, Emma Bunton, Daniel Radcliff will be super heppeh cause Spain won. Haha..

2nd of all, I can't believe school is on. Say whaattt?! ketara yang masi holiday punya mode. Well, I am..

Still haven't manage my daftar kursus.

Still haven't manage my biasiswa.

Still haven't manage to service my car.

Still haven't manage my plat number yg tecabut.

Cuci kereta pun belum, daym~

and now, too lazy to update anything. hahahaha T__________T

Peace out..

p/s: I am posting this just to tell u guys that Spain won! hah!