Bored. Deal with it.

Currently:

1. What book are you reading?

Book? Sudoku?

2. What are you listening to?

Separuh jiwaku pergi-anang

3. What are you wearing?

T-Shirt & short

4. What are you drinking or eating?

wala na

5. Who are you dating or crushing on?

dating-none and crushing-Damon

6. Who are you talking to?

takde sesape..

7. What mood are you in?

jiwang mode, ni lagu...tambah2 lagi hujan...haha

8. How is the weather outside?

rainy day.

9. What’s the date and time?

Friday, 25th June, 2010, 5.05pm

10. What do you wish you were doing?

sleep..

Lasts:

1. What is the last thing you did before this survey?

browsing thru friend's blogs.

2. Where was your last kiss?

sibuk!!

3. When is the last time you felt angry?

dis morning, more to annoyed..because my brother mnta hantar pegi sekolah and i still not done with revision.

4. What is the last purchase you made?

GAS. Teda duit suda

5. Who were you last annoyed with?

kawan ku...annoying, mengganggu ketenteraman, mengusik ja kerjanya.

6. What did you last have to eat?

wantan ho

7. Who is the last male you talked to?

punya ramai..Siu Loong, Danny Boy sm Meet Unc Hussein, wakakak

8. Where is the last place you hung out at?

Bistro

9. When is the last time you got a work out?

uina, i do sit up everyday in the morning...when i 'sit up' after waking up...wakakaka

10. What is the last makeup you used?

err....lipbalm?

Favorites:

1. What is your favorite musical artist or band?

memang korea tu tau suda, but recently, i started listening to the used again..

2. What is your current favorite album? Who is it by?

i listen to various artists...no specific album..

3. Who is your favorite actor or actress?

Shia Le'Bouf, Michael cera, Ian Somerhalder(kerana dia Damon) and Jack Black-->Guys

Amanda Seyfried, Rachel McAdams sm Angelina Jolie-->Girls

4. Where is your favorite vacation spot?

i dun k, asal org2 dia adalah satu kepala

5. What is your favorite school subject?

Math, add math

6. What is your favorite thing to eat?

ice cream n cukulat

7. What are some of your favorite websites?

duh~ FB

8. Who is your favorite comedian?

Rusell Peters...hahaha

9. What is your favorite movie?

it's like asking me, how many raindrops are falling from the sky as we speak. but i'll give u 1, so u cn get the picture...A walk to remember.

10. What is your favorite part of the day?

hanging out with friends after school

Tomorrow:

1. What are you doing?

tomorrow never comes u know..so u'll never know. haha

2. Are you going to see friends?

HEL YEAH~!! it's saturday....the day we been waiting for la...

3. What day is tomorrow?

SATURDAY

4. Do you have school?

nope, i attend school, but i dun have 1

5. What are you going to wear?

i dunno man, gosh..

6. Are you going to see your crush/significant other?

sekarang pun buli, tingu ja VD

7. Are you doing anything fun?

YEAHHHHH

8. How do you feel about tomorrow?

ITS GONNA BE LEGEND.....wait for it....DARY~ LEGENDARY!!

9. Is tomorrow someone’s birthday?

no..

10. Do you wish you could skip tomorrow?

namaw!!

Enjoy

 Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't?

Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't?

You fall deeper with each passing day,

But try to hide it in every possible way.

He's only a friend, and nothing else--

That's the lie you keeping telling yourself.

You keep on saying he's just a bud,

But deep inside, you're falling in love.

You get so giddy when you meet his eyes,

But keep reminding yourself it isn't right.

A simple glance turns into a stare,

But you pretned that you don't care.

It's "not right" for you two to be.

Is that why you hide it so no one can see?

But how long will you pretend?

Keep lying that he's just a friend?

Perhaps your feelings you can never show.

Perhaps it's "wrong" for him to know.

Your friendship can't be risked over this,

So being his girl is an impossible wish... 

- Momei Qu

p/s: I came across this just now, and i'm sure most of us can relate with this right? BEEN THERE, DONE THAT... :)

Kepada Sang Stalker

U read my blog as well right??
Wait, u don't have to run away...tarik napasmu dalam-dalam sebab aku ndakan kenakan kau seteruk ko kena dari Hunnah, aku bukan apa, aku buli jadi dua ja ni, kejam mcm sial atau neutral, jd aku pilih neutral, sbb nanti kau nda dpt tidur malam telampau ngeri bc ni post,lgpun  aku harap ko guna akal fikiran kau untuk befikir, supaya ko dapat fikir-fikir balik apa yang ko suda tulis yang buli kena guna untuk backfire kau... aku tau ko sda melawat blog hunnah kan? Na basyukur ko nak, itu baru sikit...

Beginila, kalau orang palui mau trip pandai, begitu la kejadian dia.Orang bilang becakap jan guna lubang pantat, nanti tai ja yang keluar. Ndu bah, kesian kau kan...kau dengar cerita dari sebelah pihak ja...
Mesti kau hari2 sama bf ko cerita pasal AMY ja kan....Ko selalu baca blog AMY lepas tu tanya bf kau pasal apa yang Amy tuliskan? kesian nya kau....punya lucu kau pigi tanya bf kau memang la dia kasi sedap hati kau. Kau mau saman...(jap ah, aku ketawa dulu terbahak-bahak), ok sambung, kau mau saman Amy, be my guest, ndatau guna akta apala kan...aku malas mau ulas panjang-panjang, Hunnah suda terangkan semuanya. Kau mau maki Amy buli, tapi kau mau ugut-ugut famili dia pahal? ha? Tolongla ah....that's low...even for you..

Walaupun kali kau bc dari blog Amy sm Hunnah yang Amy suda OVER bf kau,aku tau kenapa ko nda pecaya, mesti ko nda dapat terima hakikat yang sebenarnya bf ko tu nda sehot mana untuk di-igt oleh Amy, kecewa kau Amy suda melupakan bf kau? Kau igt Amy masi suka bf kau tu kan bila dia pegi meset bf kau d FB yang mesej tu pun aku rasa teda erti punya meset...tolongla ah, kami nda pernah mention pun pasal bf kau dan kau dalam cerita kami, nda masuk list, teda papa pun yg best mau di kongsi pasal kamu, lovelife kamu ka,kami nda peduli....kamu bahagia ka, nda bahagia ka, teda urg peduli ok...tolongla...kau igt bf kau ja satu-satunya lelaki dalam dunia?? Kau igt kami ada masa macam kau yang teda hidup lain selain bc blog pastu tya manusia sn sini cerita d blog tu betul ka nda...Bida...

Oya, berani-beraninya mu membuat kenyataan kawan aku sanggup p Miri mau kasi hilang virgin dia? tolongla, punya statement highschool..bulika aku ketawa sekarang? "U make up stories sometimes just to make you feel better"--> kau ingat? Oi, sudala...jan buat aku ketawa membabi buta sini, siapa yang obsesesi pigi stalk blog orang and sanggup pegi interview manusia sana sini pasal entry org tu, angkat tangan?? Heh...funny, kalau ada masa pegi tingu diri sendiri di cermin la. repair apa yang patut terutama inner beauty kau, kalau dpt la.

Message yg Amy antar pun aku nda tau macamna kau interpret sampai ko buli maki-maki dia, wattahel? Cuba ko cermin lu diri kau bgs-bgs, apa yang kurang...kenapa juga kau mau insecure ni? ko suda bg semua sm bf kau kan...na pandai-pandaila kau sn.. Beginila, aku pun malas mau tulis panjang sama orang yang aku nda kenal yang tiba-tiba menyerang secara menyeluru sama orang lain..Ko nda payah la susah payah pegi baca blog Amy ka, Hunnah ka, Aku ka, atau siapa-siapa yang ada kaitan dengan Amy, mesti kau igt yang Amy tulis pasal ex dia tu suma pasal bf kau kan? LUCUNYA KAU NI...sudahla, ndatau kau fhm ka nda, peduli apa aku.....pegi stalk blog org lain, nda lama aku mau kasi private suda ni, walaupun pembaca aku 14 org ja...bye..

This and That

In campus, i am just another simple girl who wears t-shirt, jeans and sweater with my backpack fill with books...
My hair is just epic..macam sabut kelapa...hahah, when i look at other girls, damm they look really nice you know, going to class wearing skinny jeans, nice tops, accessories like bangles and earings, make up, and small bag that can only fit my pencil box...they look really cool and stylish...i wanna be like one of them, but i cannot afford waking up at 5.30a.m to set hair and makeup for 8am class. That's why i look like zombie when i go to class..sampaikan ada classmate fikir i was sick and felt really sorry for me, because i looked so pale everytime i go to class..itu ok lagi...ada yang bilang sy selekeh...baiklah....haha...

The thing is, it's not that i don't have any desire to doll up u know, but that's just the way i am...
I'm not the kind of girl who wants to look pretty to be accepted by people, i want people to accept me for who i am, i'm not judging ok, or generalizing all girls who dolled up themselves have issues of insecurities, i'm just saying this based on my experience with some people i know.
Heck, when i go out with my friends, i do put on make ups ok, i even watch MichellePhan on youtube, hehe and i dress up as well...
Back to the point, it's sad when you have to hide your true self, just to be accepted by society, its easier for people to say "don't listen to others". How can you not listen? They are right in front of you judging.
But, for me la kan...sy dengar apa yang orang cakap, kalau 10 tahun dulu i would cry if people criticized me, and if its 5 years ago, kena maki la orang tu sepa-sepa yg judge saya, but nowadays, i will listen when people criticized me, and try to turn it in to positive things, i'm not gonna lie, sometimes, some of the things being said are harsh, i'll smile and jokes about it, but it hurts me inside a little, hehe. But no worries, i need those kinds of people around me, "life is unfair, as soon as you realize it, it will be easier for you to face obstacles in life" my lecturer said this. I think he is right. Life is unfair and there are proves, go figure it yourself.

This post have nothing to do with anyone.
Iwan to write about something else, and ended up writing about something else...LOL

Actually what i want to post is about me who wants to revamp my image, wakakaka...
I wanna be more ladylike, i think it's time...LOL...
But not 360 degrees la, just mild transition.
I guess when you grow up, you started to think differently and so does your fashion sense...haha, but one thing for sure, i'm not influenced by anyone, nobody forced me and i just wanna do this for myself, and the first step is, i bought a skirt..... *silence*
Then i think i want to get a haircut....and more to come...
But i am sure that the way i dress up to campus will not change at all...i don't see any point of dressing up in campus.. hahahah...haha, i know i know, this is one of the many places where major flirting between boys and girls happen. Guess if someone wants to flirt with me, they have to accept me and my natural beauty *silence* *puke*. Don't hate me cause u ain't me, wakakaka, but seriously, don't hate me and my stupid jokes.....haha

will i wear one of these? maybe..someday, in my room.. -_-

i'm into these top. bt would i have the courage to wear 1? we'll see....haha..

looks like a person smiling, hahaha, not in a million years....kalau body mcm jesica alba nda pa la...mimpi ngeri nanti semua manusia...wakakka

TGIF!!

It's Friday night.. and i'm at home..alone, with my brother actually, we're not following the rest of my Family to my cuzzie's wedding reception.

There are 6 cars convo-ing from Ranau. SIX. ENAM, ANAM, LIU..banyak.. nda termasuk dari kekeh.. IF only my assignments were not due today and no test on monday, di sana juga bah sia. DEM.

Anyways, i'm at home..It's Friday night.. Demmit, it's Saturday tomorrow, no school..Geddit? Some of you might say, "apala dia ni, kalau aku la, gerakan suda ni." "napa nda buat parti liar ka?" haha, well, td sikit lagi mau ada gerak khas pergi 1B mau tengok wayang, tapi nda cukup korum jo, terpaksa matikan niat ituew...Daym~~

Speaking of which, result suda out. JANGAN TYA LA MACAMANA RESULT..saya mau bgtau ja result out suda. Okla, actually ada kejutan juga disitu, sebab i expect that i will get terrible result this semester due to lack of information and lots of last minute studies. OPM paling begegar masa mau tengok result tu, mata terus cari service and operation management punya result, nampak ja tarik nafas panjang2...LOL... Tapi paling nda buli terima hakikat masa nampak result CTU, haha..gembiranya waku, masa menjawab ntah hapa-hapa, kali Ustaz pun kesian kan, jd kena bg markah kesian la...haha...

Neways, sekarang mata berat sangat and kepala pening gila, sebab, semalam tdur jam 4 lebih, bangun jam 6 lebih,tdur jam 8 lebih, bgn ngam2 kelas start..jam 10..kurang ajar punya student kan? adei..
buat HTML bah, na kau, sy pandai buat website bah.. Gila, bersengkang mata ni btul2..adui ngantuk eh..
ciow ol u biutipul pipol..->kin panas..

p/s:siapa-siapa yang pura-pura tanya result padahal suda cek result sy dalam diam, sy nda kasi halal tu, Tuhan nampak tu..bye

YuQi-ology

Got this from my sister's blog.....i'm just super-bored, those who are super-bored can do this tag.

THE RULES: Once your have been tagged, you are supposed to wipe out my anwser and supply you own. After, choose some people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tag you. Tag a bunch of people.

Let others know a little more about yourself, re-post this as your name followed by "ology".

Foodology

1. What is your salad dressing of choice?

salad? don't make me laugh

2. What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?

Mcd, kopitiam K.F

3. What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick of?

rice?

4. What are your pizza toppings of choice?

not a big fan of pizza

5. What do you like to put on your toast?

the original butter n rich(kaya) -_-

Technology

1. How many televisions are there in your house?

5..-_-, two..

2. The colour of your cell phone?

Black

3. How long would it take you to look up who invented the Rubber Band?

do i have to?

4. Have any idea how many Megahertz your computer have?

it's like asking...how's the weather today? boringggg~~ -_-

Biology

1. Are you right-handed or left-handed?

right

2.Have you ever had anything removed from your body?

my tooth?

3. What is the last heavy item you lifted?

dumbell

4. How ever been knocked unconscious?

nope

Dumblogy

1. How many of flip flops do you own?

so many

2. Last time you had a run with cops?

long time ago, where curfew still exist in my life...mcmla skrg teda curfew..haha

3. Last person you talked to?

face to face? on the phone? or on the net? 

4.Last person you hugged?

can't seem to rmmbr

Favoritology

1. Season?

Holiday

2. Holiday? beach or island?

Island

3.Day of the week?

friday! TGIF!! duh

4. Month?

festive months

Currentology

1. Missing someone?

yes

2. Mood?

sleepy

3. What are you listening to?

aku pulang....~~ SO7?

4. Watcing?

utube

Randomology

1. First place you went this morning?

toilet

2.What's the last movie you saw?

Once a Gangster... grr

3. Do you smile often?

I think so..

Other-Ology

1. Do you always answer your phone?

Nope, it's everywhere when m at home

2. It's four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it?

kimut..or maybe my silly friends...^_^

3. If you could change you eye colour what would it be?

green.

4. Do you own a digital camera?

no

5. Have you ever had a pet fish?

c kaloi, yg sua mati..huu

6. Favorite Christmas song(s):

lg hari raya pun teda yg fav, suma layan...inikan pula lagu christmas..hehe

7. What's on your wish list for your birthday?

New phone..i smell new phone oredi...wakaka

8. Can you do push ups?

i can do push ups if u push me...

9. Can you do chin up?

huh? o.O

10. Does the future make you more nervous or excited?

both

11. Do you have any save texts?

cute messages, bday wishes...yaa i know...i'm lame..

12. Ever been in a car wreck?

minor..

13. Do you have an accent?

ya, dogo karas gia sia ni...haha

14. What is the last song whick make you cry?

wow...ntah

15. What are your plans for tonight?

assgmnts

16. Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?

ever

17. Name 3 things you bought yesterday:

sayap, aiskrim, sup daging..na kau tebarus, suma mknn

18. Have you ever been given roses?

i prefer food..haha, and no..

19. Current worry?

assgmnts

20. Current hate right now?

assgmnts

21. Met some one who changed your life?

nope

22. How will your bring in the New Year?

it's 6 months ahead, got plenty of time to plan

23. What song represent you?

err..ntah

24. Name three people who might complete this?

nataw

25. Would you go back in time if you were given the change?

the change? ka the chance ko mo ckp ni?

26. have you ever dated someone longer than a year?

nope

27. Do you have any tattoo?

i wan..but it's forbidden :)

28. Will you be in a relationship 4 moths from now?

am i?

29. Does anyone love you?

r u siriesly asking me dat q?

30. Ever had someone sing to you?

yup...hold my hair...cause i need to puke right now..

31. When did you last cry?

just now, watched sad movie.

32. Do you like to cuddle?

yup

33. Have you held hands with anyone today?

yup..if u consider hand boxing i holding hands, then yes..

34. What kind of music did you listen to in elementary school?

BSB and SPICEGIRLS....i'm using capslock to show u i'm still into them

35. Are most of the friend in you life new or old?

how cn u devide friends as old and new? in the end,they r my friends okay, no labelling.. emo? hee

36. Do you like pulpy orange juice?

nope